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Red
Robe, seated with his same two assistants, was waiting for
me as I lurched into consciousness. “Hi!” he
ventured, in a friendly and warm way, “Can you see…yet?”
Stalling, I blinked a few times. In truth I could see remarkably well under
the circumstances. I struggled to remember what I had programmed myself to
look for, what I was supposed to ask. What I had tried to give myself as autosuggestions
was not readily available, and yet I was aware that I had given myself input,
autosuggestion, if I could just access it, just activate it…
“Excellent!” stated Red Robe brightly, overriding my attempted self-search, “My
next question begins where we left off last night, “Have you had any second
thoughts about taking this journey? This ‘guided’ journey into wisdom?”
“I have had second thoughts, third thoughts--many, many, many thoughts.
My mind was reeling all day as I struggled to integrate what happened last night
into my everyday life. Thought after thought after thought after thought.” I
was off and rambling, trying to say fourteen different things at once, “The
bottom line is yes. Yes beyond any self-inflicted doubts, beyond this tsunami
of useless thoughts. And the reason that I must make this journey is that, not
only for me, but for all humanity, your way is full of hope. Your proposal was
so eloquent, so overwhelming, that it had the effect of making me feel like a
small boy under an incredibly vast sparkling star-filled sky. And as I stand
gazing upward and outward into this awesome humbling celestial glitter I hear
an inner voice which says, ‘Come on this journey, young man. Come on this
journey and two things will happen: firstly you will be given everything, everything
in the way of knowledge and wisdom that you can assimilate. Secondly you are
given the task of saving humanity!’ Wow!” I was sailing into an ocean
of my own self-importance.
Red Robe brought me back to earth. “You are not responsible for saving
humanity. You do not have the capacity to save humanity, so relax yourself
about that issue. We will freely give to you knowledge and wisdom that is beyond
your current ability to comprehend or receive. Once you have been given a series
of lectures, given this schooling, given practices, then you will have to do
the hard part. The hard part is assimilating and integrating all of these various
downloads. Once you have accomplished this task things will only get somewhat
easier. Why? Because the reward for having journeyed so far from where you
are today is that then you will have the task of offering to all humanity this
knowledge and wisdom, and the reward for offering will be ridicule and hate.”
Red Robe paused. It was not a dramatic pause, it was a pause of genuine concern.
He did not want me to take this project on without fully understanding where
it would likely go. He had made his point. I felt like a child that had just
been slapped awake. In my dream I was the small Dutch boy with my finger in
the dike, I was at least saving the local village, if not all of humankind,
and now SLAP, SLAP. SLAP, I was despised and rejected by most of humanity,
I was going to come back from the “Ancient Cave” and be ridiculed
and spat upon. This was difficult to take in, this scenario was not one that
I had considered.
“That is apparently difficult for you comprehend,” said Red Robe
evenly, “Probable realities are not solely guided by our personal fantasies.”
That sounded truly profound but I had absolutely no chance to wrap my mind
around it, I was still trying to make an adjustment, an inner adjustment, from
perceiving myself as a knight in shining armor to a reality where I would be
an outcast. That was a major adjustment and my mind was not working well, not
working well at all.
“Very well,” Red Robe continued, “We do not need to come to
a complete standstill here. I will extend the timeframe for you to consider,
and reconsider, and re-reconsider.” There was that “smile” again. “If
at some point you decide to drop out, all that will occur is that your memory
of these meetings will vanish. The truly important thing is that you came here
this time of your own volition with the conscious intention to go forward. Once
this new input is processed by you in your normal consciousness, we will approach
the subject again. In the mean time let us give you a practice to begin with.”
I experienced great relief at not having to respond or make some giant commitment
with a mind that was apparently in shock. I breathed deeply, gratefully, and
turned my attention to what followed.
“When we think, our breath changes. When we are afraid, our breath changes.
When we are excited, our breath changes. When we are angry, our breath changes.
Be aware of it. Upon the awareness of breath, many practices are built. Breath
is the cornerstone of true magic. It is the entryway to all aspects of reality,
to every corner of possible experience, the doorway to our full potential. Amazingly,
this commonplace activity goes almost unnoticed, although it is essential to
our moving around at the bottom of this atmospheric pool. Furthermore, it is
a bridge stretching all the way from the physical body, through realms of lower
and higher energy, through the realms of lower and higher mind, through the lower
realms of spiritual existence, all the way to the most subtle manifestations
our awareness can perceive.
“If one is agnostic or spiritually inclined, you can start here just the
same. If what we are recommending here is legitimate, you will get a result,
and it will be a result that makes you hungry to learn more, to experience more,
to be more. Once your feet find the path, you cannot live without it; it will
not make you discard the existing facets of your life, rather they will be enriched
by you cultivating aspects of your being that you previously did not know existed.
Just ask people that think they are too busy to meditate for six seconds a day.
Why six seconds? Because a typical breath lasts three seconds, and in the space
of two breaths now and then, say once a day, we can get something done--actually
we can get quite a bit done, truth be told. I am going to ask you for one minute
of your time. Oh, not all at once, don’t worry! More precisely, the request
is for six seconds once a day for ten days in a row. That will be our trial period.
“Choose a time that fits your schedule and install a little prompter. Let
us say that you always take the subway to work. You get on the train and you
grab a metal bar to stabilize yourself. At that moment you now remember that
as soon as you are safe from pickpockets and other immediate distractions it
will be time to turn your attention to taking two breaths, two deliberate breaths.
Ready? Okay, so am I. Bring your full attention to the tip of your nose. Now
follow a full breath as far down as it naturally goes, and back up, and release
it naturally. Okay, that was easy. So easy we are going to do it again. One more
time. Our attention goes to the tip of our nose, we follow our breath down naturally
as deep as it goes, and back up, and release. Great! You have now ‘done
practice’.”
Red Robe paused, and seemed to peer at me. I was making an effort to follow
each breath with awareness and something about the struggle seemed to please
him.
“I will talk in the future about what is going on here, about some typical
results, and why such a simple little exercise is so powerful. It is okay to
repeat the six seconds at various times during the day if you wish. This is not
essential, as even once a day gives us the continuity we need. Other times that
you might like to insert this practice are immediately upon arising or immediately
before going to bed. Also anytime during the day that you feel stressed, or upset,
or in any other way are reminded that it would be good to step back for a moment.
This can be empowering in the simple sense that you now have something constructive
to do when you feel overwhelmed. Okay? Well then, let us put this little ship
in the water and see where it takes us!!!”
And I was gone before a sudden flood of questions could travel from the depths
of my mind to the tip of my tongue.
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